......我在回忆中成长，我在成长后回忆......

2010-10-26T21:27:00.001+08:00

RELINK. I so feel like dumping this blog.

http://believe-trust-hope.blogspot.com/

2010-09-22T21:09:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow
I'm scared of what tomorrow may bring.
But still, I hope tomorrow comes faster.
With each new day comes new hope, renewed faith and love.
Every yesterday is a relief.
Past time to be thankful for.
Everyday is a lesson learnt; a continuous train of emotions.
Today brings a gift
a gift that might warm your soul;
rip apart your heart.
some days I try to smile
some days I struggle to leave the cavern I have carved over myself
I'm afraid of hurting once I let my guard down
Yesterday brings hope too.
It brings the tenderest memories;
drags you down the most terrifying of nightmares.
perhaps
I should try to live today as it is
unsaddle all my burdens and fears
leave everything behind and,
await tomorrow's hope.

2010-08-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

At this point of time I just wanna stop and rest. I'm tired. But there's just this force pushing me along even if I have to drag my scraped bloody knees on the ground as I lug on. Sometimes you just come to a point when everything just doesn't make sense and you're still forced to absorb it. Crying doesn't work. Crying's for losers. Sometimes I don't mind being a loser. Now is one of the times. Just sometimes, you cry till you find no meaning in it, and then you just stop crying and let everything rush over you. The tears don't fall anymore. The wounds don't hurt anymore. Everything you've ever suffered gets piled over you like dead bodies and they just seem like something that isn't even related to you.
If ever you get to this point, the only thing you even feel like doing is to turn to God to find rest in him. And slowly, the tears come; and quickly they leave. You feel the pain again and it's as cruel as ever. But maybe this is better than being numb. And then you continue moving. The wounds heal and close. The scars form. Time and time again you look at the scars; they bring back memories. But then again, even knowing how much it hurt, I do it all over again.

2010-07-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

I totally give up hope on chinese. Got like what, 14/20 for lc? It either means that my chinese sucks or my hearing sucks and since I have very good hearing then obviously it's cus my chinese sucks. But I guess I'd rather suffer now than in jc. Do all the chinese shit now and forget all of it next time.

And I ate macs again! T.T I am like seriously fat now. So I didn't eat dinner again.

2010-07-20T21:02:00.003+08:00

I was really dying in the kebaya today. I folded the skirt three times so it looked as if I had a layer of blubber underneath the top. Nevermind rhd was kinda lame. We went to the hall to hear them announce some results and then went back to class. The whole 'celebration'; lasted for less than an hour.

Lc was well, okay I guess. I think most people can manage the last four questions without even hearing the passage. The music at the beginning made me wanna sleep.

After lc went to tiong with Joan. We sorta bitched about people but in the more neutral way okay. I think we've practically talked about everyone in sec 3. Spent around $16? On nail polish, earpiece and that stupid fattening fish burger I totally should NOT have eaten. Ohwell I skipped dinner so I guess I can make up for it.

There's ss graded ass. tomorrow. That's what I call it. Cus it's really such a pain in the ass.

2010-07-19T20:26:00.001+08:00

Bloody shit. We're supposed to wear ethnic costumes for tomorrow's rhd celebrations, yet again. And can you believe it, everyone is released at 12 and we have to wait for 2.5 hours for mt listening compre to start. It's so unfair! Okay, well, maybe for the malays and indians its a million times worser. Their's starts at 430pm. What the heck is wrong with the O level system in singapore. They waste so much time just to make us sit for a half hour paper.

I've really gotta stop eating all that crap and GET BACK TO MY DIET. UGH just thinking of how I'm gonna pack my room into a few measly boxes is enough to kill 99.999% of my brain cells.

2010-07-19T19:56:00.003+08:00

Bloody converse cost 79.90 T.T I better wait till I go to m'asia then buy..n can buy alot more stuff..I keep going to my house 3rd floor to play with this super cute kitten! It's only like the size of my pencil case..hehe damn cute! n its so jumpy..keep running around n playing with my phone strap lolz..Now I really want a cat o.o
From now on im gonna be a good gal n pay attention in class! :p Kimberly was giving me the 'yeah rite..' face in class when I told her that..n we dissected a sheep's heart today :D so bloody fun >..< my heart rate was like 200 bpm o.o If I ran a little faster I would have gotten a heart attack..

2010-07-12T19:52:00.002+08:00

Finally getting my green canvas tomorrow :p damn happy hahaha..gonna buy green watch also. But b4 that gotta help ermy and amber do amaths o.o maybe help them do like half the questions then can go out le..go bugis buy hope not so ex hehe.
I must lose weight also..getting too fat. But i dont want run mass run to lose weight o.o
Today I think we all super high :p I was stealing kim's stationary and she was screaming and whining at me the whole day hahahaha..I think I forgot to return her her eraser and correction tape :O

2010-07-12T12:50:00.002+08:00

I hate IC n CME D:
so annoying I dont feel like planning anything at all! Especially the exercise plan dunno what shit..hmt o lvl oral in 2 days T.T wed got touch trial..wonder if I should leave early from chem spa to go see haha..
I have to really save up to buy that green canvas n watch

2010-07-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

Went for touch competition in the morning...
score for first 3 games were 3/0, 2/0, 1/0 o.o hey at least we improve ok :p
after that went 2 meet baby at united square..
then take bus go balestier eat macs lolzz cus novena macs too crowded.
baby had to go sign some mastercard thing for his friends' tickets so we went bugis haha.
walk around bras basah popular n climb so many stairs! after that like 430 lidat met thuya at mrt.. n then waited 4 patrick to come and we went bugis junction..
after buy tickets baby wanted to send me to woodlands so we all take mrt towards that direction. in mrt super funny! :p patrick was wearing this bright orange shoes then thuya asked him where he bought it. patrick say at some super ex shop and he dont believe so he turn back ask baby. n patrick wanted to tell baby to lie so he winked one eye (its actually from topman) then suddenly patrick was like oh shit I think the girl behind thought i doing that to her then she damn happy.. then they were like my goodness lets get off next stop xD n the funny thing is they all speaking in myanmar so nobody understand :p
so they got off at somerset n we 2 went woodlands. sat there for awhile then I go church le...
super tired i go home just drop dead.. cus wait for dad do duty until like 9 +?

2010-07-06T19:52:00.000+08:00

Ate like so so much for the past few days I think my diet backfired :o HAHAHA.
Tomorrow's ten month <3 Today I stayed back for like amath LOL.
Actually, it was cuz I forgot to bring my wallet and student pass so I couldn't go ion for movie with amanda and nathalie :P

I have like 2 jianbao and my geog holiday homework. After geog I'm done with hol hw ^^

2010-06-29T19:07:00.002+08:00

Met baby twice alr..
ytd and today..
But of course its not enough lah.
Really gotta buck up on my revision and holiday homework o.o
so many tests coming soon.
Ms Lee said if we fail amath test we have to laugh for 1 hour :x
baby's phone no batt cnt sms ):
anw. Sunday went for Geraldine's wedding.
I didn't even know she had a bf and she got married o.o
Congratz (:
hahah.
And sunday was the first time I had 28 braids on my head.
friggin scary :o

2010-06-24T13:13:00.001+08:00

I spent twenty minutes eating a banana.

2010-06-22T21:14:00.002+08:00

I am posting because I am lost in my pile of homework. My sis is currently being lectured by my dad cuz she didn't do much homework and just slacks around the entire day. It's so idiotic when I'm being dragged inside the picture and interrogated about what my sis did in the day and I have no choice but to lie for her cuz I would get beaten up if I didn't. I'm tired of always lying about something she never did.
I am entirely sure I will not be able to finish my holiday homework in time. The teachers must be wondering, how one whole month isn't enough for us to finish some small piece of assignment. I, too, am wondering how 9 hours passed so quickly without my noticing and this is also the reason why one month is definitely not enough for us to finish that small piece of holiday homework and everybody has to start cramming all of it at one go at twelve midnight one day before school reopens.

2010-06-15T11:40:00.003+08:00

ARGH HAVEN'T FINISHED HOL HW.
So fucking annoying.
We wanna enjoy our holidays lor and the teachers just wanna ruin it by dumping 5000 tons of homework on us.
I'm staying at my aunt's house now for about two days. Guess I'm not going for training tmr, cus its really too rush from woodlands. Still waiting for baby to come back. Another 6 more days ^^
Can't wait alr. Hope he gained more weight lol.
Going to watch the karate kid on the 25th with baby, sarah & shawn (:
Then stupid la monday start school liao T.T I'm gonna miss waking up super duper late.

2010-06-09T21:58:00.002+08:00

8th June, Tuesday

Went around tiong challenger to look for 1.5TB internal hard drive with baby. Then went all the way to to funan to find again and finally got it. One day seemed to pass so fast.

9th June, Tuesday

texted baby in the morning.
Got training until 11 damn tired T.T
then went home bathe to meet sarah & shawn at dbg
talked with baby on phone for 15 mins.
before he went on plane.
I was damn heavy hearted.
I didnt even get to say what I intended to say.
Was damn zoned out the entire day.
Went lan and stone there for 3 hours while they play.
And keep staring my phone,
waiting for a message that would never arrive.
walk ard again,
ate ice cream.
then met my family at vivo for dinner.
bought slippers.
come home and baby havent emailed me.
so late alr.
my stupid com got prob,
have to get it fixed b4 downloading game.
one month.
if one month is this bad,
what about 3 months?
Miss baby so much alr.

2010-06-02T15:47:00.002+08:00

For the most special seven hours of my life, the sunburn was worth it.
I'd gladly burn all over again to relish yesterday.

2010-06-01T20:08:00.004+08:00

today was funnn ~ :D
though time passed super fast.
We stoned in the water for 3 hours, ate lunch then stoned at the tower for another 2 hours plus haha.
I got sunburnt again!
Really really enjoyed myself today.
Was the best outing I ever had.
The weather forecast said there was supposed to be a thunderstorm today,
but miraculously the sun was there the entire day (:
We should definitely go Sentosa like everyday xD
I think this is worth it for not being able to see baby for another month or so.

Thank you God, for that rainbow.

2010-05-31T14:01:00.002+08:00

Hope tomorrow doesn't rain. It'll be the second last time (I think) I'm meeting baby until the end of june hols. And I thought the holidays would be different. Ohwells. Nevermind.
Still have tons of holiday homework and I haven't even started.

(Baby I miss you so much)

2010-05-18T20:12:00.004+08:00

I tried, but it's still hard.
It's so hard to see all the couples out there who can meet so freely and have all the fucking time they want together.
and We have to think through and check so many schedules just to meet for 1 hour.

2010-05-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

Emath paper relatively easily thank God (:

something really special happened today.
While we were doing Sarah's assignment it started to rain. Like alot.
And Sarah asked me to do a short prayer for the rain to stop so we could walk to the bus stop.
So I just prayed,
and never really thought much about it.
But 30 seconds later I turned to look at the sky.
And the rain was completely gone.
There was even hints of the sun.
I was so completely amazed.
Even such an insignificant prayer,
it was important to God.
This has taught me that God will answer our prayers even when we least expect it,
and sometimes it puts our insincerity to shame.
If God answers even such an unimportant prayer as this,
what makes you think he wouldn't answer the most important prayers in your life?

Beautiful One I love
Beautiful One I adore
Beautiful One my soul must sing

2010-05-10T21:18:00.002+08:00

Amazing Love

Michelle Fragar

I’m so amazed at how You take my life

And love me more, more than I deserve
I’m blown away by Your power to change this life
Once more, I’m planted in You

Who would know, that I was once
On a road so far away from You
All I know is that I live my life
To show the world Your amazing love
Your amazing love

Your love is pure Your love so divine
Your love transforms my soul my mind
Your love has the power to bring new hope
Amazing love
Amazing love

I’m so amazed at the wonder of all creation
I will live to honour You my Lord
You are the gold, treasure of all life
I will rest in You in praise eternally

Who would know that I was once
On a road so far away from You
All I know is that I live my life
To show the world Your amazing love
Your amazing

Your love is so pure Your love so divine
Your love transforms my soul my mind
Your love has the power to bring new hope
Amazing love
Amazing love

I’m so amazed…

2010-05-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

Gosh Amath and lit were kinda okay,
but amath was freaking hard.
Still, thank God (:
cus I actually managed to do lit though I didn't study a single bit.
I really feel I didn't work as hard for MYEs, as I did common test.
I just wasn't motivated enough I guess,
and there are much more important things stressing me out.
But God gave me a way,
and He comforted me in very special ways.
Whatever happens,
I wanna thank Him,
cuz I know He does not plan to ruin our lives.
He's just teaching us the hard way when we disobey him time and time again.
God puts obstacles in our lives not to hinder us, but to make us stronger.
Thanks Xue Hui for this prayer.
Was like such a long time ago but I still remember most of it (:
So for any difficult things that happen in my life now,
I wanna thank God.
Because He has made me stronger.

2010-05-04T20:15:00.002+08:00

Another crazy day in class ~
& Ermy got away without doing bio section C :O
Kim did the graph on her blank paper, and Ms Li told her to use real paper the next time.
Ermy: She ask you don't use fake paper.
I bought blueberry tea again,
which obviously made Kim have spasms..
everytime she sees that bottle,
she will go : JAYDENNNN!!!!!*#$#(@ABCDEFGdorehmifahsoh.
Sarah came to 'study' after school.
okay lah we spent like 2 hours playing piano when we promised at first to stop after fifteen minutes which is really not the point since we obviously have no self control and hence at first we shouldn't have turned on the piano so we wouldn't be stuck there for two hours, thus not finishing the chapter on rivers IN MY GEOG TEXTBOOK OMG IM STARTING TO SOUND LIKE KIMBERLY JOW GOD SAVE ME.

2010-05-03T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yay I've finally completed my bio text (:
Now I'm left with geog, ss, amath, Lit, Chem.
Sounds like ALOT but I'm gonna finish everything in time (:
Sorry baby, don't mean to be moody everytime u say u will reply me slow,
but I'm really so bored!

2010-05-03T20:32:00.002+08:00

I waited patiently for the Lord;
He turned to me and heard my cry.
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
He set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.

Psalm 40

Because of You, I shall not be afraid.

2010-04-29T17:40:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th dear dear Lorraine (:
Sorry didn't get present!
I shall get u one after MYE kays ~
Today was pretty short.
And we had interesting chem lessons (:
I drew a rabbit and zhihui drew a carrot.

Here goes:

Me: I'm rabbit u are pig.
zh: I am carrot u are square carrot.
Me: Rabbit like carrot. Carrot no like rabbit.
zh: why? o.o
Me: becuz rabbit like eat carrot. carrot no like to be eaten by rabbit.
zh: rabbit square root carrot, absorbs nutrients and gain energy, but cannot lose energy :( [well lets just say I didn't get this part :O]
Me: lols. cheemology.
zh: I'm cheemologist carrot.
Me: I'm dumbologist rabbit (:
zh: Lols, after u eat me, u would become orange little cheemologist rabbit-carrot.
Me: But carrot no like to be eaten by rabbit!
zh: ^^

And kim was shocked when I shot my eraser at her.
I think Ms Goh noticed o.o
Went Khiam Teck to buy stickers,
& Ermy said it was impressive that I managed to find my way there ^^
then went clarke quay buy sticky.
Good thing only spent 2.90 if not I broke luhh D:
Gotta chiong so much of bio :(
human nutrition & animal nutrition.

2010-04-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

THANKS FOR PREZZIE XUEHUI LOVE EUU MUACKXZ (:

2 more days to birthday! (:

Xuehui got me this custom made chain omg so touched B)

I got another demerit for not finishing compo.

And Ermy is darn farnnneeyyyy ~~

teehee :D

counting down to 8th month in 17 days (:

cant believe its 8 mths alrd,

time passed so quickly.

& I hope it continues to pass quickly in future :P

I totalli gave up on amath 4.6

&I have to answer to Mr Yip for poning art T.T

Hence I decided to come up with some super lame excuse and hope he'll accept it :O

MYE coming alrd why's there still cca? !#*&#@* -swears-

I freakin don't like sitting there and drawing for 2.5 hours!

I think Jess is pissed with me cuz I didnt go o.o (maybe wanning too D:)

ohwells.

Life goes on :x

and thank God for everything He did for me recently (:

byes ~

2010-04-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

It'll all get better in time.

At least I hope so. I'm so effing stressed up now. And missing the first part of amath chapter 4 doesn't help. and stupid co form just gave us another class demerit for a small little thing. Another one and we'd be plucking grass for 2 hours.
I've started to hate chinese lessons.

2010-03-24T19:19:00.002+08:00

I officially hate hockey ttm D: I think I look like an old lady when I'm dribbling the ball. And my back hurts after going the second round.
I realise my class likes to crap alot :D So entertaining sia.
(Everyone wants to be a bitch, but nobody wants to be treated like one.
Aiya everyone's a bitch.)
I slept through the last few chinese presentations but sorry lor I'm sick. I almost got the sexy voice o.o Lucky never. If not I think I'd sound horrible.
Did half the newsmaker project with li ling. Damn funny :D In the end we were looking at my baby drawings (-.-) and reading ghost stories. lol. Okay I'm not supposed to be blogging. CHI COMPO AND LETTER T.T

2010-03-16T21:37:00.002+08:00

The worst feeling ever is to miss someone so much that you can't bear it; yet the sweetest thing is having someone who is able to make you miss them that much.

2010-03-04T19:50:00.002+08:00

The cts were okay I guess.

Except for amath ss lit chi eng o.o

Bio chem and geog damn easy.

Thank God :D

Had street jazz course thingy today lol.

Quite fun but yuchen keep complaining that she cannot dance.

keep playing piano while waiting for 2pm lol,

if not leave too early I will be waiting damn long o.o

But ct finally OVER.

can slack all I want (:

2010-02-26T13:40:00.002+08:00

Eng teacher never come YAY :D

Everybody slacking in class lor,

nobody bother to mark compre :P

But I mark finish liao,

since nothing to do.

Got touch later (:

Can't wait for the jersey hahas.

2010-02-18T20:51:00.001+08:00

So many things happened within 2 days o.o
Ytd and today got scolded by hcl tcher,
just that today she scold the whole class one by one.
The way she say everything makes ppl feel so discouraged.
If everyday she lidat,
I bet the whole class will drop hcl lor.
She's very nice de,
but when it comes to discipline n all those shit,
I don't like her.
Anw tmrw got training.
Maybe can destress abit bah.
I totally cannot catch up with amath
and the tcher is not helping at all lor.
She just know how to talk abt her calculators and finish doing her questions,
then its the end of her business.
I really want amath tuition,
but too bad must wait until like june,
cuz now no money.
Only after I sell my house which can reach like $630,000 lol.
That's like 5 room flat price.
I should go do the more important stuff now.
Byee

2010-02-09T21:17:00.003+08:00

181th (:

Whole class failed hcl except yuchen o.o
I wanna drop liao.
serious.
I'm not gonna waste my time spamming chinese books.
somebody u happy luhs.
plz try to think before you say anything,
cuz u might hurt ppl's feelings okay.
what 'good' luhs,
so mean D:
I didnt pay attention at all in amath trying t do jian bao.
wadeva luhs.
I am so dropping hcl.
GRRR.

2010-02-08T20:13:00.004+08:00

First things first

HAPPY FIFTEENTH VELVET.

Love ur craziness;
your random sick jokes;
your smile;
your laughter;
your niceness (:
everything luhs babe (:

Today was freaking tiring luhs!
The amath cher damn idiot loh.
crap and crap and crap
then like toking to herself lidat.
then end up i give up listening to her lesson.
pe cher also veri unreasonable :(
My rubberband got loose
i go tie back again,
then she scold me!
like wthell luhs!
sick of these chers alr luhs!
but at least eng diagnostic test cheer me up abit yeah (:
21/30.
Though my compo is like effing cheesy.
ughhhh.
someone is pissed must go cheer him up.
buhbyes.

2010-01-29T20:11:00.002+08:00

RUGBY WAS FUNNNNN :D
Coach (I forgot what's her name oops :x) damn friendly.
And actually young better la,
more energetic.
The malay coach abit strict but still okay la :D
But so sad!
Next training will be 2 weeks later...
But the training hours will increase which is damn cool! (:
like from 3-6 pm
Lol so I have to kinda stay back like 4 days a week o.o
and the competitions start in april,
but still okay,
cuz our common test over liao.
Anw alot of ppl 'stole' the crystals from our chem spa xD
hahaha I kept one big one too.
But we made it so we feel damn attached to it liao!!
And this weekend I have to buck up with my amath.
I got 15/25!
So sad...
And I'm totalli stuck with my homework.
Got so many qns I dunno how to do!
The teacher also la,
she dunno how to teach de.
(lol im like shifting the blame)
but it's true what!
Nobody understand what she say in class lor!
but nvm I'll just try to figure it out myself then T.T

2010-01-28T17:35:00.003+08:00

Got highest for emath test! (:
Like the first time I ever gotten first in class in sec sch -.-
hahaha :D
I think alot ppl in our class have random mood swings o.o
they will choose to suddenly ignore u de...
then when they happy they talk to u.
kim started singing in class today ?!
okay la, after sch ended,
but there were still classes next door!
n I didn't know ppl in our class actually like JJ!
like so shock,
i was like,
u listen to linjunjie?!
oh and thank God I passed amath,
but i think i still wanna go for remedial..
just borderline pass..
n i have rugby tmr!
Damn scary,
I hope the coach not that young heh :x
if not young then very energetic then make do more pt -.-
im assuming la lol.
got mass run tmr T.T
how the hell am i gonna survive rugby!!!
good la amber gonna sit in for the training,
then can help me jiayou :D
okay, got one whole mountain of homework,
I still haven't bathe...
k bye :D

2010-01-25T20:22:00.002+08:00

Today was a short day ba..
Nothing much the only subject I enjoyed was pe.
I realise that actually art club has alot of stuff to do!
It's like categorized into 3 sections:
Duty, Priority and On-going.
Which is CRAZY!
We have like 11 projects on hand now!
And actually I don't really wanna do the google logo thingy.
Cuz like they're using singapore as a theme,
and everything is overrated!
So I randomly came up with a funny idea of using singlish.
and Ms.Goh said it was good -.-
Ow..
My ear still hurts from today morning,
and I dunno what's wrong with it.
hahaha random (:
But actually I might feel like I'm gonna die soon,
but there are many people worse off than me.
I feel like a jerk for pitying myself,
when other people are in worser situations than me.
But I still can't get over the sim card thing,
cuz I know my mom's gonna kill me,
then I have to rebuild that trust all over again,
when it's not my fault...
It's so unfair I have to be dragged down like this...
But nevermind,
I'll just try to stay alive.
JC's waiting for me!!
Okay, I'm gonna slack and emo.
Bye world.

2010-01-22T23:27:00.004+08:00

My eyes are gonna close soon...
But for the sake of keeping my blog alive,
I will post!
(I need toothpicks for my eyelids)
Well past week was tiring,
lots of homework!
And also lots of scoldings for not finishing homework o.o
Got the most scolding from my chi teacher.
But I still like her alot hahaha :)
So far 3S2A still rocks,
and erm....
I got in touch rugby!!!
hahaha :D
Which means I will exercise like what,
5 times a week?!
inclusive of touch, volleyball, jogging, swimming & bball omgawd.
And the person beside me kinda stressing me out :(
classmates will know who she is I dont wanna mention names.
I keep getting affected by her bad temper!
Then I like,
cannot concentrate much..
Even ss graded assignment today epic fail!
I wrote what mr poon told us not to write: to a large extent T.T
and the person beside me keep saying that cannot write,
and I feel damn f-ing pissed.
Hope I dont get scolded by him D:
Emath test sucked also.
I didnt even finish the paper.
But at least I got my stuffs organised liao.
Everything more in order.
Well. Except.
My hcl pian zhang shang xi.
Its like chinese lit man!!
I shall do tmrw,
(though Im supposed to pass up by today haiz..)
nvm hope teacher dont scold also if not I die..
Tired ald so I wanna pig now.
Bye peeps.

Jay is so tired of everything...

2010-01-04T17:50:00.002+08:00

First day of school!

i realli dont feel like a sec 3.

Like suddenly damn old la.

in de morning was horrendous.

we had 4 rounds of intro!

by de 3rd round every1 was like,

aiya i noe liao la.

But my new classmates ROCK (:

dey r all so lovable hahah!

So much more nicer den de previous year's.

but anyway,

i just found out 2day dat i dont realli noe wat combi im taking!

oh no!

i thought i saw pure chem pure bio twice ald,

den when we were supposed 2 switch classes 4 chem,

ms Goh said i was in combined??!

den she say she will check,

but realli hope de real 1 is pure chem bio!

If not i will be damn sad :(

Our form teacher totalli rocks man!

still kinda ms ang-ish,

but she doesn't talk like a bullet gun.

Everytime we see her its like cme hahah!

Just like Ms Ang!

But she's so nice realli!

n i hav 2 go 4 checkup later,

2 get medical form 4 OBS.

OBS will be damn cool!

hahah.

I hav so much hw 2 do now better start cracking!

cya (:

2010-01-02T22:08:00.002+08:00

I hav completed exactly 1/2 of my hw!
Great achievement 4 me in 1 day hahah!
I still hav lit 2 complete.
n all de qns r so hard!
I dunno how i'll survive pure lit.
all de cheem cheem stuff.
I hav 2 finish lit by tmrw,
although i dun noe when is de 1st lit lesson.
we hav 2 pass up on de 1st lit lesson but we never even get de timetable how 2 noe?
Chi compo I haven't reached 100o words how??
I hope de teacher wont scold man.
I only hav 725 words
but really nth 2 write!
English compo topic really sucks
i dun noe wat 2 write also!!
n now i found out i hav math hw also.
Im so screwwweeedd!!!!

2009-12-31T12:33:00.003+08:00

Quick summary of de past few days!

(okay maybe de days where dere r more stuff 2 talk bout)

24th December

Spent de whole morning n afternoon at home practising guitar!

My hand has so many blisters ald!

at 4 + uncle francis came, showered,

den we set off 2 de christmas party at dis semi-d at bukit timah

where i go 4 cell every week.

den again,

practised in de karaoke room 4 another 130 hours.

I can close my eyes n play now o___o

den lotsa people came,

ate, drink etc.

but only ate veh little!

I din even eat lunch so was super hungry!

all de young ppl r like more dead then de old ppl

cuz dey all were like looking at their phones n totalli emoing!

de older ppl r de ones who make de most noise lol.

dey talk so much hahah!

finally we waited until 9 +

dey start singing de christmas songs

ohkay i admit i made a few lil mistakes but dats it!

hahah

aft we finished i went 2 stay at my aunt's house,

since we were gg 2 church tgt de next morning.

opened some presents @12 hahah.

slept quite late

but de next morning i managed 2 wake up early!

25th December

Christmas!

hahahahah

got up at 650 in de morning.

aunt has duty at church so we all hav 2 go early.

brougth my guitar n de heavy heavy stand 2 church,

aft dat passed everything to my dad phew!

de christmas drama was nice!

especially de joker Chester who played Shawn, a psycologist's assistant.

Super low voice n cool accent hahah!

de actors r all so talented!

after de drama uncle dennis fetched us 2 my aunt's house.

she helped me do my make up b4 heading off 2 another guitar performance.

wow dis is de 1st time I put on fake eyelashes.

Really heavy!

I can hardly even open my eyes.

after finish home sweet home :)

28th December

Class gathering!! hahah

ruiying came 2 my place at 1plus.

we bought lunch first 4 my dad n sis.

den went home 2 plan stuff 4 gathering.

slack on youtube until ard 330,

den we went 2 mrt 2 meet her bf n get smth from Jiahui.

Okay sian.

everytime meet dem is like

nothing 2 say lor.

yy also came,

den we walked to anchorpoint,

bluffed ry dat we take another route to de entrance,

but instead we went 2 lj's house 1st hahah!

All de guys dere like changed so much!

I thought Josh was clarence!

n hai xiao n his biceps XD

he looks more mature now also.

de girls like almost de same as last time we meet.

but dis time gathering like veh little ppl go.

played some retarded but fun games!

hahah like de blanket game,

honey do u love me, murderer, truth/dare,

007bangah!, bang splat etc.

oooh I need 2 go out..

(to be continued hahahahaha....)

Finally hav time 2 blog -.-
finished alot of my hw hahah!
okok so anw...

(CONTINUED)

after awhile dey start forming their own small groups.
I went 2 play captains ball with some of de guys n yy n ry (:
Until I hav muscle ache everywhere now!
jump alot n also sweat alot.
But totalli crazy!!
Got hit by de basketball so mani times but who cares!
hahah!
and up so sweaty,
den my mom called,
asked me 2 go 2 guard hse 2 find her.
But I went 2 de wrong place!
Stupid me i thot guard hse means anywhere dat has guard =.=
so i wait like a bai chi at de main entrance 4 15 mins?
den de rest of dem after taking photos came out.
ry told me dat guard hse is at other side!!
omg so paiseh.
i waited at de wrong place!
in de end my mom came 2 de main entrance den we walk home tgt.
miss 6A'07 ALOT!!!
Must hav class gathering soon k?
No pictures hahah,
im waiting 4 yy 2 send dem 2 me.

2009-12-21T19:49:00.003+08:00

I'm so sorry I haven't been blogging 4 such a long long time!
Really hav veh little time for de past few weeks
hav 2 wrap so many presents 4 my mom's friends
n of cos,
go 4 hse visits @ shiman's n yuhui's place!
hahah!
im not even halfway through my hol hw!
ohokay,
maybe not even one fifth!
HELPSOS!!!!
I dunno wat to write 4 my compo
n de compre's so difficult!
i typed my eng compo in my com
but den i forgot where i saved it o.o
nvm i will spend de whole of nxt wk doing hw hahah!
can't wait 4 sch 2 reopen also
cos spending too much time at home is really so boring..
i gotta mop de floor now
so gotta go k?
bye :)

2009-12-11T12:30:00.007+08:00

omgomgomgomgomgomg I dunno if I ruined my hair or not leh O.O

But now hor, I can switch b/w short hair n long hair anytime I want HAHAHA!

2009-12-08T17:00:00.005+08:00

Shall do quiz to pass time :D

1.You’re really upset, who is the first guy you go to?
Wouldn't feel really comfortable talking to a guy abt something that made me upset. :x

2. You’re really upset, who is the first girl you go to?
Xue Hui :D Always the first one to lend a shoulder :D

3. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?-
Of course.

4.Can you do cartwheels?
Yeah (x

5. Last person you MSNed?
Shi Man. Wow that was a longgggg time ago lol (:

6. Do you prefer to take showers in the morning or at night?
hmmm at night I guess.

7. Have you been to New York City?
Nope :(

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Yu Hui :D

9. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone’s life?
Yeah. Whether better or worse idk o.o

10. Would you want to change your name?
I'm changing it next weekend.

11. How many piercings do you have?
Four O.o

12. Which year has been the worst so far?
Sec one T.T

13. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place?
Found a two dollar note and returned it :D

14. Last time you laughed really hard?
Last night.

15. When is your next road trip?
No idea.

16.where is your handphone?
Beside me.

17. Do you know anyone by the name of Dennis?
Yeah :D

18. Where is your pet(s) right now?
The hamster is sleeping, the dog is sleeping and the fish are swimming :D

19. What color phone do you have?
I don't really have a phone that belongs to me now.

.20. What color are your eyes?
Dark brown.

21. Does a heartbreak feel as bad as it sounds?
It's amplified :(

22. Have you eaten popcorn in the past 48 hours?
Nope. Only last week when we watched Christmas Carol (:

23. What happened at 10:00 am today?
Sweeping the floor. :X

24. Do you need to say anything to anyone?
Nope.

25. How do you feel?
Bored.

26. When was the last time you cried?
Don't feel like telling.

27. Where is your mother right now?

At work.

28. What is bothering you right now?
Nothing?

29. Ever seen somebody get shot?
Only on tv.

30. When was the last time you saw your grandpa?
Last week.

31. Do you fight with your grandparents often?
Nope. I love them a lot :D

32. The thing that was bothering you before, is it still bothering you?
No. I've learnt to let go.

33. Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
My own.

34. Do you think the whole day is better if you smoke pot?
No?

35. Do you get butterflies every time you see the one you like?
There's no one I like now.

36. Do you get mad or discouraged when you’re wrong?
Neither. heh.

37. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
Check the time.

38. Are you crazy?
Sometimes :D

39. Last thing you drank?
Water.

40. How was your weekend?
East Coast :D

2009-12-07T15:53:00.002+08:00

Changing my name next saturdayyyy :D

2009-12-03T09:25:00.006+08:00

I'm just wondering why doesn't she go take part in Miss Universe? hahaha. Potential champion :D

2009-11-29T22:43:00.003+08:00

JP ROCKSSSS!!!!!!! :D (okay, kinda.) Watched A Christmas Carol today at jp. Was quite okay actually. Now I know shi man is like me :P Watch horror=might as well don't watch o.o
We cover our eyes through all the scary parts, so what's the point? hahaha xP
I admit that I am a chao ji dan xiao gui when it comes to watching horror. D: But I totally enjoy scaring people in the middle of the show :) & sometimes getting boo-ed is fun too XD
After movie we shop-hopped for 3 whole hoursss!!!! hahaha mm still not enough. bleagh. Enjoy trying all the clothes & shoes but feel so paiseh when the shop owner comes to look at us! One lady was exceptionally scary when she asked me if I wanted to buy that dress. I told her I ask my mom first :P I think she knows she got conned XD hahaha nice dress though. Maybe can buy it for prom if it's still there by then :D
Had dinner at Nishi Mura over at Jurong Safra. So tempted to go play the playground. Too bad, no money no play. 12 bucks eh T.T After dinner ran back (lit.) to jp to shop ard somemore! :D
shi man bought her shoes. lucky girl :D mom gave her 1oo dollars $.$ couldn't find a suitable dress for her though.
mrt-ed to jookoon and back. shiman got cheated by me :):):) on the way back played with shi man's hair o.o SS501 + Super Junior (x
so tired. tmrw still need to follow my sis to visit a few sec schools. Need to pig le. byebyeeeeeeee :D

2009-11-23T15:20:00.000+08:00

Went yuhui's house in the morning :D never gone house hopping in a long time manzx! played monopoly/game of life. made alot of noise too :D
Never had so much fun in a long time also x)
Going out for A Christmas Carol movie on saturdayyyyyy :D
cya guys (:

2009-10-28T16:38:00.002+08:00

Sex ed was, should I say, disappointing. It was the exact same stuff from last year! With the only exception that this year's pda talk was much noisier. Maybe it's because this year the students feel more comfortable screaming at the teachers even though the teachers have told them at least 8 million times to shut up. In a nicer way of course. You just don't hear teachers (especially in cgs) saying shut up.

One of the worst feelings you could ever have is the superb ultimate combination of boredom and hunger. I mean, being bored is bad enough. And suddenly, you feel your stomach growling like nobody's business. Thus, the third feeling is born: irritation. Especially when SOMEBODY reading John Grisham is totally ignoring you, anger occurs. Naturally. youknowwho, I know you don't read my blog, but I'm just lamenting.

Finally at 1230 we go off. Boredom doesn't stop at 1230 though. But at least my hunger did.

2009-10-27T14:30:00.003+08:00

Recently my speed of reading increased like crazy. For some crappy reason that I myself am unsure of.
I mean for the past few months I've been slacking in the area of reading and now I finish 2 books in 3 days. Used to like spend 2 weeks reading Jeffery Archer.
Some random books I got off the shelf in a rush:

1. Queen of Babble: In the Big City (Finished. Jess advises me not to read the third book, but after reading the last sentence of the second book, I am totally unsatisfied.)
2. Queen of Babble: Big Mouth, Big Heart, Big Problems (Most readable book I've ever read. I'm not kidding, and please don't look at me like that.)
3. Dream Wheels (I like the cover! Just starting on it. More of literary and the words are just going into my brain and coming out the same way.)
4. Lost (Hmm. Seemed kinda interesting so I borrowed it. With hope, it's worth the read.)

and am confident of finishing by the end of the week. That is, if I'm not forced to do the laundry, sweep and mop the floor, cook dinner, clean up the mess my dog made in the kitchen, clear up my rubbish dump room cum storeroom and do reflections.

2009-10-06T20:08:00.002+08:00

2389

Rained quite heavily this morning then I thought no mass run.
In the end there was still pe T.T
Lucky didn't get scolded by ms tee.
Just said like saw wrong time table.
Haha XD
the good thing about even-odd week timetable.
Damn boring la!
Sit there for like half hour never do anything.
Kailing got sick.
Then brought her to g.o,
ask for personnel signature and stuff.
Ran alot,
but at least better than sitting there and doing nothing.
school ended at 1230.
After school went tiong with piggy and bella.
to celebrate bella's belated birthday,
which was like yesterday.

hehe kinda late, but

Happy Belated Birthday Bella ~
Good luck and do well in FYEs ok?

2009-10-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

Only one word to describe what I'm feeling now.

SIAN

2009-10-01T14:52:00.002+08:00

2394

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY (:

Kay, think that's it.

2009-09-30T20:02:00.017+08:00

These are the little things we see everyday but don't realise we're looking at.
God's just amazing.

2009-09-30T18:01:00.004+08:00

2395
Pe in the morning. Grrr.
Then whole day mug.
Got back physics test also.
Quite okay la 14/20
I thought I would fail o.o
I'm getting my phone back today! (:
Realised that hor,
life without phone kinda sucks.
and celeste start to ignore me again :(
If you wanna get angry at least tell me why right?
Everytime start to ignore me,
then always for no reason.
Mingen also another one la.
Sick and tired of all these.
I'm already stressed enough ok.
Even Amber also. argh.
There's only so much someone can take.
Please stop driving me up the wall.
T.T

2009-09-21T20:39:00.023+08:00

Went Botanic garden this morning.
Rest of the day mug mug mug XD
Pictures (:

darl darl darl (:
Iris

2009-09-09T08:15:00.001+08:00

Reply tags.

Clarice: Okay (: Better come hor ! Will be damn fun (:

Allwood: Yeap (: she so nice right (:

Ash: Relinked ! hehe . Thanks alot ya ! <3

2009-09-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

Yo~
Okay ,
yesterday first .
Spent almost the entire day doing housework !
So damn tiring okay !
Then was without entertainer for like 1 hour ?
it's like putting a fish on land for one hr man .
slacked around for the second half of the day ,
then in the evening went to jurong safra with parents' friends .
did nothing much .
Like played pool for 2 hours plus .
and sms entertainer (:
talk alot alot .
wanted to call but in the end very late liao .
so go home went online awhile to talk ,
then sleep at like 12 +
Today ,
went church in the morning .
entertainer wake up so late hor .
i woke up at 6.30 then cannot sleep already .
so mug abit geog and go back lie on the bed .
after church came back ,
then slack around ,
still did some housework .
Got damn alot of chinese homework siol .
then eh ,
sms like crazy T.T
i think got exceed by $8 lol .
entertainer after you read this ,
don't feel bad okay .
I'm earning commission from some job lol .
so still can pay (:
<3 Iris

2009-09-05T15:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday uhm ,
went Clarice's church .
The people there were like wow . lol .
& the praise and worship is damn good okay .
But scared the floor give way XD
(inside joke)
went home at about 1o plus .
My poor entertainer !
Haha .
Was without me for 2 hours plus .
Then turn emo .
almost dead when I reach home lol .
Today ah ,
housework .
Sad siol .
Entertainer took away my boredom o.o
BYE~

2009-09-04T15:54:00.002+08:00

Mass run was so bloody hell .
I chiong like siao ,
then at the end my face turn white o.o
got one whole day of boredom .
luckily I have my entertainer which is my phone XD
I better uprade before I have to pay another $50 .
Geog like nobody paying attention at all loh !
Okay , maybe Celeste .
But that's all .
After school 132-ed & 153-ed to Felicia's house .
Now she's bathing and I'm slacking like shit .
Okay bye .

<3
Iris

2009-09-02T17:10:00.000+08:00

Dammit lit !
I got 64/100 ,
which is so NOT my standard okay .
Very disappointed with myself la .
Today was super slack ,
hcl everybody was talking away ,
and nobody was listening to the teacher .
I think the teacher also give up le la :X
smsing during science ,
then celeste say everytime I look up from my phone ,
got that guilty look . LOL .
I think everybody will have the same face when they using phone in class loh XD
Have to finish chinese jian bao ,
so shall stop here !

Lovelovelove<3
BYE

TEACHERS' DAY

2009-09-01T15:56:00.014+08:00

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE TAN .
Must be more mature kay ? :X

ACES DAY
Had 4 mass dance !
Bleah :X
So confusing & everyone anyhow dance .
Then got class party (:
& birthday celebration .

TEACHERS' DAY
Funny and CRAZY performance by sec 4s .
Mr Tan : Sure ~
Ms Ng : *sighs
Student : Mr Chng , are you curvy ?
Mr Chng : I believe I'm more than that .
Principal & vp sang When You Believe .
Everyone was *ahem .
Was okay la ,
but so flat !
Got other performance ,
like dance & singing .
Butt pain !
haha .
Meet amber & shabi ,
111-ed back home .
Then lunched with yuhui & ruiying .
Okay , only yuhui really eat lunch la ,
ruiying eat sandwich and I drink bubble tea .
After that meet amber at queenstown mrt ,
then went my house .
super bored :/
so we all go downstairs first .
met weiren & zenice .
walk here walk there ,
& see bryan loke .
walk back to school was like 1.45 already .
go in by side gate cause front gate closed ):

QtPS
Got so many people go back pri sch siol .
even jc , upper sec also .
the whole foyer super crowded :X
then registered and went in .
Saw MAAM !
she rebond her hair again la (:
and ms lau PREGNANT .
6 months somemore .
that time went her house in june cannot tell loh .
But sad , she not feeling well .
then give us $100 buy drinks lol :D

BUGIS
After meet everybody then left school .
stupid junwei la ,
always dunwan go de .
so decided to go Bugis watch movie and dinner .
LOL at mrt weiren drop his rugby ball onto the track .
the train coming in 2 mins then he jump down to take .
everybody was like : WEIREN !!!!!
on the train we all super noisy :P
they were fighting for sweets lol .
so big alr still liddat ! haha :D
reached bugis & bought tickets for Bandslam .
Movie suck like hell la !
I fell asleep so many times loh .
clarence was like ,
oi , tell her dont waste her money la .
ending was okay .
after movie walked around then some people left for dinner .
Left with me , yy , weiren , ruiying , meixin , shiyun .
decided to go tiong for dinner .
yy & ruiying jio-ed kehjun and jiawei out .
siao la ,
we all waited so long for them .
ate at koufu then meixin & shiyun abondoned me for home :(
lol they hid weiren's ezlink card inside my wallet .
I told him : without me you cannot go home .
then he was like , huh ?
33-ed home with him .
See I good right (:
I walk from dawson leh .
supersuper tired la .
Pictures next time bahx .
BYE ~

2009-08-30T16:50:00.001+08:00

Father's friend's birthday today (:
After church went to some hk cafe at anchorpoint for lunch .
So bored !
They were talking and talking ,
then me and my sis were taking pics of each other .
Got like 146 pics loh .
We were really damn bored .

After that walked around ,
met Josh at anchorpoint .
then I pretend don't know him lol :/

Teacher's day tomorrow ! (:
Have already gotten maam's present :
One big teddy bear :D
And ms lau taking us out for tea tmr .
She told us not to buy anything for her .
But I bought something anyway .

HAPPY EARLY TEACHERS' DAY (:

Sad
Can only go back QtPS at 2pm luh .

2009-08-29T21:28:00.001+08:00

Did nothing much today luh.
Slacked around at home,
then played badminton with Amber for like 2 hours.

Bubble tea :D
So many people owe me money man.

hee (:

2009-08-25T18:35:00.005+08:00

Some random pics from the previous days.

2009-08-20T22:11:00.001+08:00

Ugh. Just fed myself a generous amount of lemon tea and now I feel like puking yesterday’s dinner out. Which means, well, yeah, I didn’t have much to eat for the whole of today. As usual, Xue Hui would say.

Alison has simply read 100,000 books. Or more. Since I haven’t reached that standard yet, I shall put my novel writing on hold. Okay, I know the irony of it. (Before long, I wouldn’t be able to resist the temptation, and continue writing with my horrible English.) hee. Even my beta reader on fiction press is complaining about my grammar. I’d try not to quarrel with her. As I’ve heard, once your bad attitude gets out, all the even worse comments come in.

I am now desperately searching for blogskins. Fine, I haven’t finished math, and don’t ask me about geog. (After 2 minutes) AHHHH wtfish!! Enough of Bella Edward Bella Edward!!!

(After 30 seconds) YES BINGO. Finally found the perfect skin. I really must stress on the word PERFECT. Okay, bye, I’m gonna stick it to my blog NOW, lest it runs away.

2009-08-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

And yet another day wasted. With e-learning contributing to a big part of it. I think during chinese the most related comment was: Can we not do the reflection in the forum?

All we (they perhaps) ever did was type nonsense and say hi to the teacher. She was damn pissed man..

For the rest of the day, as usual, I was slacking. Which means my tpc was on for the entire day ..

I’m going to conk out soon so yeah, bye.

2009-08-17T22:59:00.000+08:00

HOTCHOCIE.WORDPRESS.COM

Large enough huh.

2009-08-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

Went to Liyun’s house this morning. Met Elaine and we took 132 all the way (47 bloody bus-stops) to hougang blk 708. Liyun said that she would kill piggy if we got off at hougang mall. So we completed e-learning and most of Celeste’s scrapbook. Yeah.

Oh this is SO embedded in my mind already.

Quoted from Liyun (whenever piggy calls us her gay friends): I’m gonna chop off your tongue, gouge out your eyeballs and leave you stranded in a glass shop. I suggested the ‘chop off your tongue’ so she won’t be able to ask for help.

And piggy…..

She says that when she goes to jc, she’s gonna make friends will all the guys there. But before that they will have to pass a simple test to get to BFF stage.

1. They must not feel offended when piggy compliments that they look like a pig. (Notice I used ‘compliments’, since piggy’s definition of handsome is ‘look like a pig’. So the next time she says that to you, you should feel honored.)

2. They must admit that they are metrosexuals when piggy asks.

3. They must admit again, that they are gay, when piggy asks.

Simple, right?

So in short, to be piggy’s best friend you need to look like a pig and simply be a gay.

Piggy, enough of calling us your ‘gay friends’. And I mean it.

2009-08-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

bla bla and bla. I'm getting lazy.

2009-08-03T20:45:00.000+08:00

English oral was a breeze man. I am so proud of myself. lol.
For the first time ever, almost everyone was freaking out and I wasn't nervous even one bit. And also cause Ms Seow was really nice (:
Stupid club games. I got picked.
The heck with it.
-Yuxuan

2009-08-01T09:05:00.000+08:00

Stalker was back! Found out he had mc for three days. Finally Aaron saw him hahaha.
Okay I don't know what to say already...

2009-07-29T19:10:00.003+08:00

On the bus I got a tap on the shoulder and someone asked me if 'I was going to school' and if 'I had breakfast'. Vexed.

We didn't play volleyball today, much to my disappointment. Instead we RAN to the YOG centre for some weird game. Nevermind, too lazy to blog about it.

tzy got angry with us today and sent us back from the faraday room to our class, and in the end we got another 15 mins of free period. I don't mind though. At least I get to read the teenage workbook (continuation of the teenage textbook). I still think the first book was funnier.

Example : Students of the opposite sex were rolling their eyes at their peers. And most of those students caught their eyes and rolled them back with equal interest.

Hilarious, no?
I bet you didn't laugh la.

Anyway 970-ed home with ming en. Bus rides and waits are seemingly interesting with her. Don't laugh at me I tell you. Especially people from 2C3. Not at her either.
You'd better not.

Stalker update: 0 attendance. His friend waited for him everyday and poor guy, was he disappointed.

-Yuxuan

2009-07-29T17:48:00.001+08:00

I'm really confused now.

2009-07-28T20:30:00.004+08:00

Back from a tiring and 'eventful' day.

Good things first, my stalker wasn't at the mrt today, which allowed me to peacefully complete 'Handle with Care'. Secondly, we had mass dance, not mass run. Okay, now it doesn't matter whether it rains or not.

Thirdly, I actually have a secret admirer. Not that secret, but still. I won't tell. If you think you know, you don't. And please don't ask me.

Went out with Ashley for lunch at tiong. We were eating at kfc when these two guys came and sat behind us. Grey shirt guy went to buy his food and white shirt was studying. Ashley noticed that white shirt kept on turning back, especially when she said that 'her future boyfriend must be muscular, but okay, not that muscular'. lol. I was crapping away and didn't realise that she was trying to tell me white shirt kept staring at us.

She was so mad at him that she wanted to throw my wallet at him. So we left immediately after I finished my drink in case Ashley got too agitated and dumped her drink on him. Walked up to popular to get some stuff, and Ashley, again, wanted to go back to KFC and punch him. And also thus to prove that 'you will get walloped for staring'. She eventually resisted that temptation and we got back to the mrt. From there we started playing a game everybody does, whether consciously or sub-consciously: look at everybody and start rating them by a scale of 1 to 5. If that someone gets a 6, it means he/she can go sign up for mediacorp.

Sadly, the highest scorer during the trip from tiong back to queenstown, was only 4. And we were being generous already. I wanted to rate him 3.7 but Ashley successfully persuaded me into giving him a 4. In the mrt we graded the entire carriage 1. The 4 was the only exception.

Ashley was scutinizing people after I left at queenstown all the way to boon lay. But seriously, just looking at guys from queenstown to boon lay doesn't give you the total percentage of cute guys in singapore. lol.

So here I am. And I've just finished watching The Teenage Textbook Movie. Chung Kai, I've realised, is alot cuter than Thomas De Cruz, which totally contradicts the book, since Kai is Mr Average and Thomas De Cruz is supposedly Tom Cruise Junior.

Bye
(I'm afraid of meeting someone tomorrow and that person is not my stalker)

-Yuxuan

2009-07-24T19:01:00.003+08:00

Just got back from school. Had geog and english test today. MS told us settlement would be included, but in the end, after we mugged like crazy for it, it wasn't.
And some hwa chong friend just tagged me in a photo. The reason I'm in there is because there's another guy called Yu Xuan, soyeah. Ohwells.

I have a stalker. This guy from acs I think? He follows me everyday at 6.30 from my block to the mrt. Then he would sit on the seat beside me no matter where I sit. His friend arrives at 6.40 everyday and then they would start talking and laughing pretty loudly. Occasionally he will turn and glance at me. I'm already kinda pissed since he does that everyday. Wth. And there was one time when he was in the lift with me and I was just, omg, weird, cause he keeps standing near me. If the doors didn't open in 20 secs, I swear I would have screamed.

Going for cell now.

-Yuxuan

2009-07-22T16:54:00.003+08:00

Blogger was screwed yesterday for me. Couldn't post.
Today was kinda short, like only until 12.30. And today's the eclipse, which explains why it rained so heavily and why two teachers came at the wrong time. I think.

After school went to Tiong with Sneha and Simin. From Redhill to tiong we were debating on whether to go to rainbow centre or not. It ended up with an argument on who was crazier, but nevermind about that stuff. So we ate at kfc. Simin was complaining about sneha's indecisiveness and how slow she eats, and Sneha was complaining that simin ate alot. lol. I was the very entertained audience they had, excluding the baby with the freaky smile sitting at the other table. Seriously, it doesn't seem to be able to stop smiling. I wonder if it's tired.

After that we went Popular to look for some stuff, and in the end spent like, one hour or so looking for a goddamn notebook. Okay, maybe that was Sneha. I was waiting for the lady to finish unpacking the screamcity foolscap, which, conveniently, was right at the bottom.
I spent quite alot actually.

And I have to go running with my sis later. Ugh.

-Yuxuan

2009-07-20T11:20:00.000+08:00

Hello (:

We are currently enjoying our supposedly 'free periods'. It's computer lesson, but seriously, who cares?

2009-07-19T17:22:00.003+08:00

One fine day, I'm gonna be killed by these two jokers.

2009-07-19T17:02:00.003+08:00

omg, have some really retarded tags to reply ._.

aaron: lol I ACCIDENTALLY touched his thigh and pretended I didn't know hahahha.
xuehui: (: (x
LOOSIN,: Hello (: imy <3
To Joshualim&chngweiliang: NOT FUNNY OKAY.

2009-07-15T20:22:00.006+08:00

I was standing beside the cjc guy i molested in the bus lol. Then he keep on looking and I think he remembered so it was damn awkward! I think the reason we keep on standing beside each other almost everyday is because we keep on letting others board first ._. Actually it's also better, since if you get in the last, you'd be standing near the door.
The presentation was, how can I say, wow? I'm not being boastful or anything but I realise I keep improving! :D I can now talk without stuttering and looking down at the floor, and Mrs Mok can actually hear me from behind.
The first half of the day was practically free period. Our pe teacher didn't come (which means omg I didn't get to play my long awaited volleyball -.-), and our geog teacher came in at the last minute to tell us he won't be available. Math test was well, okay I guess. I didn't know how to do one question though. AND AMBER DIDN'T RETURN ME MY CURVE RULER SO I HAD TO DRAW MY PARABOLA WITH FREE HAND UGHH.
nevermind (:

-yuxuan

Trip over love, you can get up. Fall in love and you fall forever.

2009-07-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

The same as usual, and I'm damn pissed that we're not having pe tomorrow. Cause I waited for one whole week and in the end we still don't get to play volleyball. I bet my class must be super happy lol. And guess what, our english project- body modification. Didn't we get enough of self-mutilation already? I'm actually suppossed to state the GOOD points of body piercing, which totally grosses me out. Have you heard of tongue splitting? There you go.
We are supposed to present by tomorrow (as stressed by Clarice xxxx ps. I don't wanna get punched for saying somebody's surname), and it'll be graded. Wth. I haven't even looked for the newsmaker article. Which means if I don't do it by tonight, someone's gonna kill me tomorrow.

So I really think I should stop posting now and get on with my stuff.

Thanks for listening.

-Yuxuan-

2009-07-10T20:38:00.003+08:00

Light the way was WOAH! OMG IT RAWKED (:
Was really super cool with all the lights and everything :D
We all really enjoyed it, and I really think it was too short! But everything was just, WOAH. The atmosphere was wonderful, and the whole church was damn enthu! Even the fourth floor had to be opened that day. I guess there was about 9000 people that day? And it was RECORDED. omgomg they should do this every year!

On stage were Pastor Pacer, the three singers as usual and also brother Douglas. All the songs were really touching and we also had this super mad MC who said wlao on stage hahahaha (: All the speedlighters were standing in front and the place was really packed to the brim! We were all given light sticks- Blue for the first floor, green for second floor, yellow for third floor and red for the fourth. Wow I believe God visited us in a really special way that night. All the electric guitars, drums, bass and choir was BEAUTIFUL! *Mad and uncontrollable applause. hahaha.

The first half were mostly fast songs beginning with Testify for Christ and one song I really liked- Humble Worshipper. In the middle they took a break and we sorta played games? Hahahaha the MC was superbly entertaining; we didn't even want to go to the toilet thought I really had to go ._.

Then the second half comprised of mostly slow songs, and I must say, we could really feel God's presence in the sanctuary. Songs like Running the Race, Light the Way, and The Anthem, where we danced like lunatics!!
It ended with tithing and prayer and after that went for supper with my parents church friends. In fact, though I've been mugging in school for an entire day, I felt really revitalized after the event!

Oh yeah, and before that met Mei Xin and shiyun at jp and we watched 20th Century Boys. Was kinda late for church though ._. But nevermind the show was a little scary that's all. (I'm not good material for horror, even of small capacities.)

BYE THEN (:
I HOPE THERE'LL BE SOMETHING LIKE THIS NEXT YEAR!

2009-07-06T10:59:00.002+08:00

okay uhm,
went for class outing with like only 10 people ._.
jes,ahbee,joel,khalil,jonas,yy,junwei,shiman,freda&me.
lol.
went cycling at ecp,
ate at macs & blabla.
then fuck I lost my phone there.
shiman got missing when we were cycling ,
then almost like 1 hour already.
cycle until changi and back like 3 times,
in the end still couldn't find her.
then she was at the rental shop.
then played ard until quite late,
ate at subway,
went bowling.
lol jonas perfect score :/
0,0,0,0,0,0,0 then i forgot.
lol.
then cab home with jonas,joel&khalil.
junwei went with the girls hahaha.
find taxi find like shit la.
then got scolded cause of my phone and
cause i went home late ._.
nvm byes.
(phew)

2009-06-25T17:41:00.003+08:00

FXXX EVERYTHING DBSK ._.

ONGSHIMAN happy? ._.
My hamster died :(
cause my dog bite la.
wle I'm still damn pissed with my sis.
Me & Celeste wanted to finish chinese faster,
then she still disturb like wapiang la.
in the end didn't play badminton -.-
Newsmaker SUPER FUNNY LA :/
Celeste added the stupid hat o.o
then its damn retard lor.
What, we in China ma!
wts lollz .
So we had 7 NGs,
& a proper one,
tho it still didn't quite reach 6 mins,
butbut nvm .
I found out alot ppl haven't even start ._.
& ate Nachos,
feel quite guilty heh (x
fattening .
BYEEE

2009-06-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

I tell myself to give up,
and I am on my way to success.
YEAS ._.
I am trying to convince myself that its no use.
God help me (:
BB

2009-06-24T21:03:00.006+08:00

Sorry loweiren :(
Missed the table tennis.
After read your blog feel bad uh .
But anyway,
went to watch Transformers with shiman & shiyun.
Morning met shiman then walk around jp & talk blabla.
Thanks for treat (:
Okay I admit the beginning was quite okay,
but still fell asleep near the end ._.
cause all fighting.
ONGSHIMAN,,
supposed to watch drag me to hell ughh .
but she & shiyun scared.
wanted to watch ghosts of girlfriend's past also,
but heard from other ppl like not very nice,,
so watch transformers lor.
super long manzx.
I needed the toilet so urgently ._.
then finished ,
was later than expected.
&& we bought same wallet ! (x
$19 and damn nice can :O
its white lol.
then mrt back home (:
tiredtired o.O
&& FXXX everything DBSK&ONGSHIMAN! o.o
Byeee

2009-06-22T20:05:00.005+08:00

TIRED (:
just came back from class.
afternoon met weiren at macs.
we were taking the same bus,,
but lollz he was sitting upstairs
& was like, where eu??
I got off earlier then saw him (:
lol.
then waited at macs for yy to come.
thanks weiren for treat hahas (x
& call people for class gathering.
In the end cancelled ._.
cause maam say H1N1.
& RYAN PEE SUPER FUNNY HAHA :/
yy was like, why cannot go?
then he say, got competition la.
yy ask what competition.
and she heard : dance lor.
lolls heard wrongly was actually
SUDOKU COMPETITION ._.
then finish went around looking for yy's fbt,
after that was weiren's rugby stuff.
walked to anchorpoint (sp?)
then called junwei meet us at seveneleven.
lol then he go there liao,
we told him, nono go billabong.
hahaaas :D
look for weiren's slipper.
then for machine to book bbq pit.
end up all fully booked lols.
weiren say this machine not working haha (:
junwei was like,
if this one not fully booked you sure say its working de lor ._.
cause we walk one circle,
so wr ask,
eh how come got so many billabong shop o.o
then cab to sji.
wapiang junwei PANGSEH.
spoilsport la.
walk around sji.
lol i realised i've never been to a boys school.
damn weird la.
then go bball court,,
wr go training.
so we wait for yewheng come.
in the end he say dk how come.
lols we thought he taking cab ma ._.
finish play like 6+ already.
then wr treated again.
damn paiseh,
we make him spend so much,
then the shop owner say me and yy look like sisters lol.
cab back home again.
omg he pay again la.
I also broke actually. heh.
&& we keep exchanging bags haha (:
and walked home,
cause late then I say yy fell into drain ._.
then i accompany her back home.
If not DIE.
damn tired.
BYEeee

2009-06-22T09:06:00.001+08:00

I need another chance. I really do.

2009-06-19T10:34:00.003+08:00

Morning went for dance (:
Today did slow rock.
Cause everybody tired hahs.
Then afterthat went home rest.
Thanks yixin for pei-ing me home (:
Was feeling quite sick.
go home really threw up.
went doctor
nothing serious la.
so like 5+ went WCP.
with my cousins they all.
Play like siao,,
until became darker again!
zomg isit possible to become darker with my skin tone now ._.
ate at macs.
tired la,
then went home.
my sis stayed over at hao jie's house.
cause i today going out,
and done (:

Byes <3

2009-06-18T10:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOWEIREN !
Hahas, this post is to make up for not wishing on actual day (: (:
You are finally 15 :D

2009-06-17T20:49:00.001+08:00

WHY IS INTERNET SO SLOW ._.

2009-06-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

Housework again!
wahseh and dance too (:
got headache liao just now.
practice baby freeze so many times tht nao chong xue XD
yixin do until cry hahas.
cause too much blood go to the head.
by end of this year dance gonna have three yx's (:
yuxuan&yuxuan&yixin!
Hahas I didn't realise.
and yuxuan his birthday also in april de, like me and yixin.
so qiao :o
tmr have dance again.
tired sia.
then friday go out with xuehui and clarice.
go bugis pbl.
can you imagine tht.
my mind wont be on pbl.
will be on shopping at bv (:
okay shall stop posting.

byes <3

2009-06-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

Okay shall reply tags (:

Josh: (: Yes thank you. ur welcome also hahas (:
Yixin: HI! You never tag me before you know hahaha sian later kena coach's *big mac hahas.
Yuxuan: YES (: lols we can be twins. and thursday should be can bahzx. I try kay?

Done.
And thanks for the tags guys (:

2009-06-16T21:37:00.008+08:00

Went queensway for dinner.
& bought racket and shorts (:
My mom spend like total I think $100+ hahas.
HOLIDAY HOMEWORK ._.
only finished lit, phrasebook and abit chinese.
still ALOT to go.
Butbut I finished pythogoras theorem by myself hee (:
(did I spell correctly lol?)
The concept is super easy.
I'm not saying I'm clever haha :/
Just <3 math
I should buck up and take part in math olympiad hahas.
Went to Josh house again :o
In the end help him mop the floor lol.
His mom ask him mop but he lazy hahas.
So in the end I very kind de
then help him lor.
wah, tired,
go home still iron clothes somemore.
now my back aching le.
stupid josh.
your house got two levels somemore ._.
HMPHHH :(

2009-06-15T22:08:00.005+08:00

Haha back home.
omgomg my sms bao alr.
and im still smsing :o
super bored now can.
andand facebook is getting boring luhh ._.
restaurant city also sian heh.
today training again.
totally last minute de lor.
and ms.coach,
IDW DO PUSHUPS ALR!!

2009-06-15T15:52:00.003+08:00

wah super tired mann .
cycling and other stuffs.
But was worth it cause fun! (:
short post, sorry
sb lazy to type .
buhbye

2009-06-14T17:19:00.011+08:00

Today's same.
Go church then come home again.
But today took care of my 2 cousins.
cause the maid i think stole money from the mother
then she need go police station.
they good lor,
can go my aunt's house
while i have to stay at home and mug homework.
UNFAIR ):

BYEEE