Hi!
Oh gosh. i haven't posted for a long long time. So sorry!
Anyway, it rained today! I was so happy loll. Raining = no mass run
Which made me so happy! Hmm, I may seem greedy but hope that tomorrow rains too :D (2.4, in case I blackout or something)
Today's cme lesson made me realise something: I am anti-social. Well sort of. I don't speak to almost half of the class unless they speak to me. Pathetic, right. Let's not just talk about 1C3. Even in 6a, it's so different now. Everybody suddenly seem so mature, they all go to different sec schools, have new friends, some forget about the old ones. That sort of thing. And to just mix around with the girls in 6a, isn't so easy after all. I'm not being biased or what, but I think boys have better friendships. Reason 1: they don't get jealous over guys. Reason 2: They are more simple minded, unlike girls. Reason 3: They don't have girls' attitudes. Reason 4: They let bygones be bygones, unlike some girls. And when I say some girls, I don't mean anybody in particular, so don't get offended (to all those girls who think I dont like you but I dont actually think that way, so dont be paranoid)

And the list goes on. Of course, I'm not saying that girls have all the bad stuff and guys have all those good. Both genders have their good and bad. So we should just try to replace the bad with good and the good with even better stuff. Get what i mean? For example, the same thing. Whenever we meet after we have left secondary school, girls hug. Farhanah hugs me too, but it just doesn't feel the same as before. Most people who have gone to secondary school change. And I mean alot. Maybe even to the extent that I don't even recognise them at all. Right, I might have heard of their names,but Really, I don't know them. Like acquaintances.

Being with all the girls again during the class gathering, I feel so immature, while the others all have become "secondary school girls". I feel so young beside them. Not saying that they are all, I just feel childish, get it? Unless you have heard the chinese song my grandmother hears, then uh huh, I bet you don't get it. Now surprisingly, the only friends I feel i can really trust and those who wouldn't befriend you for money's sake, are Rui ying, lao ba and mei,erm, maybe josh (di) too. They are the only ones who truly understand me, or you can say, know me as the real me. (For goodness sake, what am I saying? cme lesson has driven me quite bonkers) I miss the time when we went to the chalet. Some may have forgotten, or simply dont bother to remember. I had the best time of my life there. We were awake for more than 24 hours! I went home and slept at about 3pm, woke up the next day at nine. And looked exactly like one of the giant pandas in china. Okay, maybe I should stop ( I don't want to sound naggy)

Anyways, me, Felicia, Sarita, Florence and Phoebe went tiong today. Nothing much, just the usual stuff- neoprints and lots of food. Then we went home at about 4. Ooh did i mention, I am now rearing over 20 guppies at home. So cute. Actually there were alot more, but some died. Should I say quite a number of them died. For no reason. Then came back home and cooked dinner. Then the same cycle, sleep, pray that tomorrow will rain. Goodnight peeps! Sweet dreams! (And erm, forget what I said today)

So yeah
♥ XingRui